school is finally over.... actually it has been over for since last week... haha... yea, i do feel a bit sad, but that's to be expected... i spent 3 wonderful years of my life there.. haha... mrs lim called me 2 nights ago, asking me whether i would be interested to represent my course in giving out a speech during our graduation ceremony... i told her that it would be an honour to do it.... but it didn't really hit me then, that i would be speaking in front of the whole auditorium, which means that there would be a lot of people.... and i mean a LOT of people.... haha.... but nothing's confirmed yet, i still have to go through a selection next friday, where i'll have to give a short speech to some managers or something like that.... i'll be competing with 3 other peeps from my course, so i'll probably not get in anyways.... oh yah, i also recommended akil for the speech, but when she called him, he turned it down.... what siah, accompany me lah.... you should know that you're a much better speaker than me, so your chances are much more higher.... and i wasn't trying to sabo you, i juz felt that you would do a great job.... see, i'm such a nice guy... haha...

well, have not been doing much this past week.... did a little running, went to the gym and played a little tennis... and i'll be performing the german dance again at the swiss club tmr and sunday... yea, you heard me right... i'll be performing "that" dance again.... laugh all you want... haha... well, it'll probably be the last dance i'll ever perform for the german club, considering that i'm out of the school now... hah.... oh well, back to my ps2... haha... cheers peeps!


Riz lost himself at 4/29/2005 03:50:00 pm

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last day of school today.... and i really don't know what the hell i'm doing here, there's only me and another guy in my lab now.... the other labs are mostly empty... haha... i'm feeling a bit sad really.... 3 years of my life spent here, and there were plenty of memories, mostly pleasant ones.... well, all good things have to come to an end right? i envy akil, he still has 2 weeks in school left.... hehe... don't worry man, i'll come and visit you.... don't miss me... hah...

oh yah, i met May yesterday at the engineering canteen.... and she gave me a "talk".... haha... thanks gal, realy appreciate it.... you rock!! hah...


Riz lost himself at 4/22/2005 09:45:00 am

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my mum got admitted into a local hospital on thurs and she got back yesterday.... and i have to say this, the doctors are terribly rude!! ok ok, not all of them... only my mum's doctor... he's a jackass, a bastard and a moron all rolled into one... a total jerk... with doctors like these, i wonder how we will ever achieve our aim of becoming a "medical" hub.... he's a total disgrace to the profession!! to hell with him....

other news, i'll be enlisting on the 8th of july this year.... and akil will be enlisting on the 3rd of june.... and not forgetting david, yea you got commandos.... woo hoo!!! you got into commandos!!!! ain't that cool or what!!! i'm so very sure that you'll enjoy yourself in there!! heh... my curse worked!


Riz lost himself at 4/17/2005 06:11:00 pm

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It has been a bloody hectic week... went to help out at my uncle's wedding on Saturday and Sunday... On sat, I was his so called "best man"... it turned out terrible.. I almost ruined his wedding dinner.... juz great... then I got pissed with some people, who made sarcastic remarks bout me during the dinner itself... I mean, I know I made a mistake, but do you have to react like that... damn you... I felt so terrible... On Sunday, I told myself that I had to prove to these people that I am not a useless, good for nothing guy.... And I think I did it... I worked my socks off that day... at the end of the day, everyone started complimenting me and it actually felt great... But someone had to spoil it again by saying I was a good best man the night before... What the hell... juz leave me alone damn it!

I have to admit, I had fun during the event and it was a great experience for someone like me... If not for those people, it would have been more memorable... Oh well, as long as my uncle is satisfied with it, I'll be ok....

Then on Tuesday, I had my final year presentation... it was again, yeah you guessed it right, terrible... What's up with this week man, almost everything seems to be terrible from my point of view.... During the demo, our program suddenly felt tired and decided to take a break.... it gave up on us.... and this was in front of a panel of almost 5 people... screw it... We finally found the problem, but by then, our presentation was already over... Sigh... And there's more... The lab manager told us yesterday that our presentation and demo was bad... Yea, like I didn't know... And he started "advising" us... Walau eh... Enough already lah... Why tell us all these now? Why tell us only when it's over? What a crappy week this has been... Once again, I would like to say sorry for constantly whining these past few weeks... Hopefully I will be in a better mood the next time I write in... take care peeps...


Riz lost himself at 4/14/2005 12:02:00 pm

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a good friend of mine has got himself in deep shit.... i sympathise with him, but at the same time, he has to accept that he has to take some of the blame.... what the hell were you thinking?? sigh.... no point crying over spilt milk.... what's done is done.... now you juz have to make the best use of the situation now.... you have very very limited options, but you have to face it head on..... don't ever look back.... and don't put your head down.... you have to seriously think whether you want to go through with this.... don't take it wrong, i juz don't want you to suffer in the future.... i know you're feeling like crap now, and i don't blame you.... i would be feeling the same way if i were you.... juz know that we, your friends, will always be here for you.... call anyone of us if you need to talk.... and sorry if anything i wrote here offended you.... chill man.... everything will be ok.... be strong...


Riz lost himself at 4/02/2005 10:42:00 pm

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